Ketika udah ngasih seluruhnya tapi nggak dianggap. Udah berusaha sekeras tenaga tapi diabaikan. Ketika melihat orang berbahagia diatas penderitaan gue. I've loved from the deepest point of my heart and I get nothing in return. Hahaha aduh nyesek. Kayak ditusuk ribuan jarum kecil tapi harus tetep senyum tiga jari.

Dilupakan.

Kayak baru kenal gue sehari-dua hari aja sih. Maaf ya kalau nyindir, tapi oooh sudah sesak sekali batin gue.

"Malam minggu jalan sama temen-temen dong yas"

"&#($^@ gak lagi-lagi naik kora-kora"

Whoa. Whoa. Malam minggu gue hancur lebur setelah baca pesan itu. Emang gue bukan temen? Bukan. Karena kalau gue temen, nggak mungkin gue dilupain. Rasa bebek goreng superenak yang gue makan mendadak jadi hambar. Teh tawar dingin rasanya jadi makin tawar. Otak langsung nggak bisa mikir dan mood gue terjun bebas.

Tell me, where did I go wrong?

Nyesek loh dilupain.

I'm always the one who gives more and given less of everything. But I guess that's how it is. I must deal with this curse.

Well you guys, I hope you had fun. Lots of fun. Probably more fun you had without me. No, you have no clue how sad it is to be me now because you had so much fun right there.

Terserah deh mau bilang gue sensi banget atau lebay atau apakek. Terserah.

:)

Ayas