Recent song on play: Oasis - Wonderwall

1:40 am and I'm awake.

I don't know the exact reason but I wake up earlier when I'm overly excited or ironically overly anxious. God knows why.

So many things coming down on me lately that sometimes they make me think I can't think straight. Gah. I wish I could just leave what drags me down and live the rest of my life happily. Yeah, right, I wish.

What I hate the most when I wake up too early like this is fact that my subconscious isn't working so well. You guess it, overthinking consumes me.

I know, it's awful. This mind needs to rest but I need it to keep working.

Thank God I have my blog and this fast internet so I can snap my thoughts out right away.

The past two weeks were nerve-wrecking.

Had to deal with stubborn teachers, killing tests and quizzes,  and a lot more problems. 

My thoughts are insane, but art keeps me sane, most of times.

I'm struggling to read Jane Eyre (stuck in Chapter II and dear Lord, it literally took me three hours to understand the introducing part. Help. Me.), I write on my journals, I quote from here and there, I made brief artworks, and basically just keep scribbling on my journal.

Nothing can pull me apart from art.

I've read Ika Natassa's novels (the prescribed ones) at least three times and this month I finished reading my fourth.

I surf the internet back and forth, browsing for inspiration. From fashion to interior design to lifestyle and usually I end up on buzzfeed.com. Buzzfeed makes me happy.

Now I know that I need to keep my yang balanced to my yin.

My Dad asked me if I wanted to see the Aku Diponegoro art exhibition in Galeri Nasional last Sunday and there was no way fro me to refuse.

Galeri Nasional has been one of my favorite places in town ever since my first visit back in the years of 2005 or 2006-ish, idk. Thanks to Le Dad for introducing me to it, every now and then I get excited to visit Galeri Nasional.

And no, I did not take an obligatory photograph in front of the I Do Insane mural.

It took me hours to write only this much?

Blame my thought.

But, oh, don't you dare.

Lots of stuff came across my mind as I write, ya know.

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend.

Spreading good vibes,

Sarita Ayas