World is such a cold, cruel place.

What I meant was, you can never really trust a person, can you? To me, I find it difficult to get to the stage where I can trust someone, not even when we have known each other for years. It's just not that easy. On the other side, sometimes I decide to trust without thinking, just because 'I feel like it'.

I thought I could trust someone, so I did anyway. But the truth is that I can't.

Regret is what follows right after.

I shouldn't have do this, it could've been that, I wish I didn't do this, why didn't I do that. Those kinds of regrets, you know. But God, what can I do? It happened.

I've always been afraid to trust. This issue came with so much reasons and the biggest one has to be betrayal. I can't afford being betrayed anymore, thus, I'd rather keep things to myself.

Who knows if I trust the wrong person? People come and go out of mylife–some went without goodbye's. I was told A, and all I saw was B. I trusted a person and all I got was disappointment. Think how haven't I lose my mind. If you have the same issues with me, please care to share how are you dealing with it.

Should I stop trusting or keep on searching for the Safe Haven?

Spreading good vibes,

Sarita Ayas